Yet for some reason I'm not allowed to cry
It's not that I'm afraid to shed a tear
I've done it many times, I just don't want to now.
I want to know what ails me and I want to find the cure.
In the midst of my uncertainty
I know that You are most certain of me
And I don't know why
You see the world that I cannot see
You see the ones who disregard me
And the plans for my life
You know every way that I'm untied
You hold me and tell me to cry
And I have to trust You're getting it right.
I am worn and torn, emptied, undone.
I have no idea from here which way to go.
Is there sin or something else within?
Is it me or something I cannot see?
I want to know what ails me and I want to find the cure.
In the midst of my uncertainty
I know that You are most certain of me
And I don't know why
You see the world that I cannot see
You see the ones who disregard me
And the plans for my life
You know every way that I'm untied
You hold me and let me cry
And I have to trust You're getting it right.
For You never change.
Why would You now?
If You are love, then love does abound.
Where I have failed, forgive me.
When I am lost, come find me.
Teach me what ails me and cure it completely.
